Now I have reasons to live.
I have people to take care of, people who love and care about me, people who need me.
I have dreams, aspirations, and goals.
I have a job, a car, and am going to have a home shortly.
I have responsibilities, and my future matters to me.
But my will to live still ceases to exist.
I would like someone to please decapitate me, so my body will cease to endure this immesurable, agonizing pain caused by a mixture of jealous rage and self restraint.
And then could you please carve out my eyes so I never have to fucking see them together again. I could almost drop dead right now at the sight of them.
And if it’s not too much more trouble, I mean this is my dying wish.. So if you have a conscience you have no choice.. Could you please pull my brains out through my eye sockets and burn it until there is nothing left, because I never want to have to remember these last few days.
But then theres my boy waiting for me at home.
And hes more important to me than my selfish self.
So… forget the favor. Thanks anyways.
1. When people get mad at me for asking them to repeat themselves. They take it as I don’t care what they have to say. But would I ask you to repeat if I didn’t care to listen? Fuck it makes me mad.
2. When people are picky.
3. When people lie.
4. When people try to fit in.
5. When people say I love you, and they don’t know what they’re really saying.
(Source: drepetomania)
